On this blog anyway.

Hope you’re all happy. I still am. With a few exceptions of course.

Everyone said this was a hopeless mission, 365 days of happiness. But I promise you that you must laugh, always. Otherwise life is pointless. So let’s all laugh a little right now and be able to laugh at ourselves in embarrassing situations—like when I fell up the stairs at school the other day and the girl behind me laughed and said she does the same thing. We bonded. And briefly said how it is never down the stairs, always up.

And lets laugh at silly little things that could get us angry. Like when things don’t go our way. For instance when my cake was almost a disaster today but I sucked it up and decided to not do all of it for fear that it would just be a mess. I finished the first tier and that is all. I laughed and saved the cake then me and my parents ate the other mess of cake right off the counter. Red velvet and cream cheese frosting. Although a crumbling Tower of Pisa mess of cake and frosting, still delicious!

Go laugh! Call up ya friends and tell some stupid corny jokes :)

I don’t feel very happy lately. I feel pretty damn blah.

Like nothing really matters and life is just so boring and icky.  I felt like this last year around the same time. Weird that I get depressed at the same time of year.

I miss my best friends. I miss doing things. I don’t mind school honestly, but I want to have the chance to find myself. I want to be happy and I want to love what I am doing.

I want to find my purpose for life. And that’s all I really feel like doing right now. Everything else seems irrelevant.

Going to stop blogging about my happiness and my daily happenings. Because I can just think about things in my head rather than writing them on here. And plus I feel as if nobody is reading and my thoughts aren’t helping anyone, so why bother anymore.

Adios to my 365 days of happy for this year. Although they will be continuing in real life, they won’t be on tumblr anymore. Hope all 6 of my lovely followers stay happy!

Good morning texts: They change your whole outlook on the day.

Eh happiness has been here. I don’t remember what I’ve done besides going to school, exercising, and driving. I have realized I’ve been very happy though; thus causing ordinary checkout people at walmart and ac less to be confused by my peppy-ness and excitement of making a seemingly bland purchase (foam-board, a bracelet, photos).

That is all. If anybody cares, I can’t see it. And honestly? I’m starting to feel as if everyone is right. Happiness doesn’t depend on outward things and other people, it depends on inward feelings and love for yourself and a satisfaction that what you’re doing in life is good; not what other people think.

Sunday was fun. I hung out with my bff who I haven’t seen in a month, or really talked to either. It was fabulous. We looked at my thousand pictures, ate yummy food & cupcakes, and then debated about Nicki Minaj and whether her new CD would be good or would suck.. We’re going with sucking. Not a fan of Stupid Hoe..

Then I posted some things on my Etsy Shop: The Crocheted Cupcake. It’s exciting, but I don’t have high expectations of people purchasing items. Which isn’t  very confident, but hopefully someone will! That’d be nice :)